A few weeks ago I participated in a book tour for A Lighter Shade of Grey by Devon Pearse. You can find my review here. When I read on the back cover that ths story is semi-autobiographical, I became curious about how she drew the distinction between what is true from her life and what is fiction. She is gracious enough to answer my question with a guest post. Here is what she had to say:
When I first started writing A Lighter Shade of Gray, I really wasn't concerned with making any distinctions between my personal story (the true part) and what I was writing as fiction. I knew that there would be certain aspects of my life that I would obviously prefer to keep private, and I spoke with my family and friends a lot concerning what things they would be comfortable with, or uncomfortable with, being put into a novel. Everyone's support and encouragement went beyond what I had imagined, so that made it easier.
Of course, I also wanted to create an interesting plot (or several!) around my reality, and so I began to consider what might have happened if my friend hadn't only talked about doing away with that car, but had actually gone ahead and done it. And then, what if that car just happened to have a secret passenger when it went into that lake? So, as you can see, I'm hinting a little at where that idea came from.
One thing I've always wanted to make clear is that the character of Nina is based on a friend of mine from elementary school. Sadly, she was shot and killed on her birthday, in a very similar manner to what I wrote in the book. The rest of the revenge-oriented plot line revolves around the desire we've always had for true justice to be done for my friend, and getting to write it was very cathartic.
Something I get asked quite frequently is whether or not the character of Drew is based on a real person. He's actually based on several guys who each meant something special to me, and those emotional scenes that seem to get to everyone came straight from the heart.
Most of the things about my childhood and family life are based in reality, and out of deference to the one request made by my father, that's all I'm going to say about it!
Once the writing started to flow, I found it was surprisingly easy to marry reality and fiction, and it was an interesting realization that the saying, "Truth is stranger than fiction" is quite often more accurate than one might think. I love to create characters and stories for them, and it was all the more entertaining to be weaving all those threads around my own life. I highly recommend it to anyone who has an interest in writing, especially if they're looking for a practice exercise. After all, what characters do you know better than yourself, your friends and family?
What does it feel like to stare into the face of madness? Or to anticipate your own? Would you drive away your only love? Could you pretend it didn’t matter? How far would you go to protect a friend, or to avenge a death?
Ten years ago, Devon gave up the love of her life, fearing she would one day fall victim to the mental illness that has slowly ravaged the mind of her mother, who is now being cared for in a private facility. Just when it seems Devon might have a chance to make up for past mistakes, her best friend Cass becomes a suspect in the murder of her sister’s drug-dealing boyfriend.
Devon knows Cass is lying about the details of her involvement and the lead detective on the case, convinced that Cass is guilty, is relentless in his pursuit of justice.
When her mother’s young, emotionally disturbed roommate insinuates she knows something about the night of the murder, as well as details from Devon’s own life that no one else is privy to, Devon becomes desperate to uncover the truth before Detective Lake does. As the investigation continues, Devon is led down a path she never expected and forced to face her greatest fears of life and love.
Tangled in a web of lies, regrets and questions, can she find a way to let go of the past and start again? And, once the mystery is solved, can she live with the secrets she’s uncovered?
Pages: 470 (Paperback)
Rating: 7 out of 10
Source: Copy given to me for participation in book tour
I was intrigued when I read the description of a Lighter Shade of Grey by Devon Pearse and excited to be part of her book tour. The novel could actually be broken up into several stories. I enjoyed being swept up into the inner workings of the main character. However, I was frequently confused and had to stop several times to regroup and figure out where I was in relation to all of the stories that were unfolding. I know that the narrator was the connection between all the stories, but at several points I felt like things could have been edited to make the book more succinct.
In spite of these issues, I did enjoy the book. I especially liked the Cass story line. The friendship between Cass and Devon was fun to read. The relationship of Devon and her parents was also page turning. I imagine that it must be hard to experience a loved one having a mental breakdown. The attempts of the narrator and her father to hide her mother's illness and keep things as normal as possible was heart wrenching. As more stories of mental illness are shared, I hope that the stigma decreases.
On the back cover and in the author note, Devon Pearse mentions that the story is semi-autobiographical. As I was reading, I kept wondering how she made the disctinction. With a story so personal and intense, I imagine that it would be hard to know where to draw the boundaries. Luckily for all of us, the author agreed to address this question with a guest post on July 21st. Please come back to read her thoughts. In the meantime, you can check out the other tour stops here.
I am counting the book for the following challenge:
1. 2012 Chunkster Reading Challenge: the book is 470 pages.
From Louisa May Alcott's beloved classic Little Women, Geraldine Brooks has animated the character of the absent father, March, and crafted a story filled with the ache of love and marriage and with the power of war upon the mind and heart of one unforgettable man (Sue Monk Kidd). With "pitch-perfect writing" (USA Today), Brooks follows March as he leaves behind his family to aid the Union cause in the Civil War. His experiences will utterly change his marriage and challenge his most ardently held beliefs.
Pages: 280 (paperback)
Rating: 10 out of 10
Source: checked out from the public library
When my book club selected March by Geraldine Brooks as the June book, I felt lukewarm about the pick. I read Little Women and watched a film adaptation, but was not very excited to read about Mr. March. When I finished the first chapter, I was concerned that getting through the rest of the book would be painful. I put the book away for a bit and took it with me on our week long vacation to MD. I got the chance to read a lot of the book while I was pumping since my parents were able to keep the Little Lady. Two pages into the second chapter and I was hooked!
**Caution strong language ahead**
Mr. March is a badass! Wow!! I really loved how he was constantly challenging his peers and working to bring his hope for equality into a reality. Through his story, we see how simple things can be revolutionary. Simple things like viewing all people as equal and teaching someone to write. I also loved that he was a man of deep faith who challenged other believers to extend those principles into every aspect of their lives. Even though I knew that the Civil War was not simply a battle of good versus evil, the point was brought home as I realized that not all Union soldiers believed in Emancipation and that not all Southerners believed that slaves were less than human.
** Mild spoilers ahead **
In addition to Mr. March, my two favorite characters were the women who occupied his heart. First is Grace who is a slave that embodies many of the ideals that March admires-- education, compassion, and strong work ethic. Her beating is a big wake-up call to March and his encounter with her, in my opinion, deepens his resolve to work as an abolitionist. The second is Marmee March whose dialogue and speeches were some of my favorite in the book. I love her discussion with Mr. March about the education of women when they first meet. I was nodding vigorously and wanted to cheer, "PREACH!" Instead, I kept turning pages. When she returns to March's bedside and the story continues in her voice, I loved her insight on how she held her tongue and the different perspectives on her sacrifice versus her husband's.
The contrast between Mr. March and these two women illustrates the differences in how men and women are activists. It seems that March was more easily able to risk and sacrifice everything-- he left his family because he had a wife at home to look after the kids, he could risk teaching a slave to read because he could leave the house. Grace had to be more measured. She received physical scars as a result of her choices and the consequences were more immediate and severe. Marmee March was more acutely aware of what would happen if her husband died. She asks questions about the necessity of his sacrifice. Both Grace and Marmee bring to light the point that you can support and work for revolution without being entirely self-sacrificing and that advocacy work is not done by people in isolation.
In addition to book club, I am counting this book for the following challenges:
2012 Global Reading Challenge: The author was born in Australia and still spends some time there. I am counting the book for the Australia continent.
What's in a Name Five: The title March fits into the category of something you would find on a calender.
From TLC book tours:
Narcopolis opens in Bombay in the late 1970s, as its narrator first arrives from New York to find himself entranced with the city’s underworld, in particular an opium den and attached brothel. A cast of unforgettably degenerate and magnetic characters works and patronizes the venue, including Dimple, the eunuch who makes pipes in the den; Rumi, the salaryman and husband whose addiction is violence; Newton Xavier, the celebrated painter who both rejects and craves adulation; Mr. Lee, the Chinese refugee and businessman; and a cast of poets, prostitutes, pimps, and gangsters.
Decades pass to reveal a changing Bombay, where opium has given way to heroin from Pakistan and the city’s underbelly has become ever rawer. Those in their circle still use sex for their primary release and recreation, but the violence of the city on the nod and its purveyors have moved from the fringes to the center of their lives. Yet Dimple, despite the bleakness of her surroundings, continues to search for beauty-at the movies, in pulp magazines, at church, and in a new burka-wearing identity.
After a long absence, the narrator returns to find a very different Bombay in 2004. Those he knew are almost all gone, but the heights of the passion he feels for them and for the city is revealed.
Pages: 304 (hardback)
Rating: 6 out of 10
Source: Received a copy as part of TLC book tour
When I was invited to join the TLC book tour for Narcopolis by Jeet Thayil, I was excited. I am Indian-American and have read a fair amount of South Asian literature. I have also been to India quite a few times to visit family and even spent some time in Bombay. When I read the description of the book, I knew that the story I was going to read would be very different from the world I know in India which includes visiting the homes of various relatives with a few dining excursions and tourist destinations thrown into the mix. My knowledge of the "underworld" was limited to reading news articles about the rise of addiction and seeing one dimensional depictions of addicts in Bollywood movies.
As I got into the story, I was definitely transported to a different world. The narrator made me feel as though I was in a drug induced haze. I was frequently confused about who was speaking and whether I was reading about reality or a hallucination. I frequently had to stop in the middle of chapters to tend to my infant daughter who did not always respect my desire to read for a good stretch of time :) My frequent starting and stopping contributed to my difficulty with getting into the story.
Another thing which made it tough for me to get into the story was that I did not feel much empathy towards many of the characters. The exception to that sentiment is Dimple. I found her to be a bright spot in the story. I could relate to her trying to make a home in the place where she was abandoned. I loved the moments when we have a glimpse into her childhood, particularly the interactions she has with her mother.
Even though the subject matter and writing style were tough for me to follow, I was glad to read the book and happy that it exists. When books are from a certain region or written by an author of a particular gender or race, I think there can be an expectation that a story will have a certain tone or point of view. It is awesome when a piece of work comes into the world that illustrates that the experiences of a people or a region are diverse and complex.
You can see what other tour hosts are saying about the book by visiting here.
I am counting this book for the following challenges:
- 2012 South Asian Reading Challenge: The author is South Asian
- 2012 Global Reading Challenge: I am counting it for the continent of Asia.
- World Party Challenge: Way late (or early), but I am counting for the September book from India.
In the ruins of a place once known as North America lies the nation of Panem, the shining Capitol surrounded by twelve outlying districts. The Capitol is harsh and keeps the districts in line by forcing them all to send one boy and one girl between the ages of twelve and eighteen to participate in the annual Hunger Games, a fight to the death on live TV.
Sixteen-year-old Katniss Everdeen regards it as a death sentence when she steps forward to take her sister's place in the Games. But Katniss has been close to dead before--and survival, for her, is second nature. Without really meaning to, she becomes a contender. But if she is to win, she will have to start making choices that weigh survival against humanity and life against love
Pages: 374 (paperback)
Rating: 9 out of 10
Source: Borrowed from my sister-in-law
I had been hearing about The Hunger Games by Suzanne Collins for quite awhile, but did not really have much interest in the books. With the movie out, the number of recommendations for the book increased. The Partners and Professors book club selected the first book for the May meeting. I was excited for a chance to see what the fuss was about and was also happy that I could borrow a copy instead of adding my name to the already long wait list at the library.
My sister-in-law predicted that I would finish the book in a few days. I was skeptical given that I am with my daughter all day and during her naps I fill my time with fun things like eating, getting dressed, and napping. I was surprised and excited to discover that all of those things fell to the side. I grew completely absorbed with the Games and wondering what would happen next. Thanks to extra helpings of caffeine and a daughter who slept relatively well during those days, I finished the book in two days.
The premise of the book is incredibly sad and fucked up-- kids fighting to the death in Games that are meant to entertain the masses. In the first few pages, I was not sure if I was going to enjoy the book. However, another, more powerful and positive , story emerged. I LOVE Katniss Everdeen. She is smart, brave, and just. I appreciate that the story is about how she questions authority, works to figure out how to navigate this unfair circumstances to have a just outcome. While there is romance, I appreciate she is not a damsel in distress. She uses her brains to survive. She is conflicted about her feelings for the two important men in her life, but that uncertainty is not the only piece of her personality that we get to know.
I have already borrowed the other two books in the series. In addition to the book club discussion, I am counting the Hunger Games for the following challenge:
2012 Global Reading Challenge: I am using it to fulfill the category of Seventh Continent.