Beastmomma

The message went on to say that he wanted to get together again soon either to see a play or go to a movie. After I read this, I was smiling widely and jumped up and down.  This sounds strange, but I feel relieved at what he likes about me because those are qualities I like in myself and it is good on his part to pick up on that quickly. I don't mean to sound arrogant.

Before going on Sunday's date, I had previously scheduled another date for last night. I was feeling a bit guilty as I was getting ready for that date. However, I shook it off and just told myself that I would have fun and be civil. I go to the Greek restaurant to meet Monday dinner date. He is also incredibly handsome and nice. We have good conversation and he has very intense eye contact. I also feel comfortable and attractive around him. On the way to my car, he asks if he can see me again and I agree. Then we are saying goodnight and smooch.  It is fun and feels natural.  As I am driving away, I suddenly remember that I also had a great date the night before.

Suddenly, I freak out and realize that I am in a bit of a predicament. I call Ben to get some advise and tell him that this is the first time where I like two people at the same time and they both seem to like him. He recommends the Sunday night fellow, but I still have some misgivings. We could not really get into it because he had company.  I came home and chatted with Beth about it who assured me that as long as I was open with all parties involved it was okay and to remember that there has just been one in person encounter.  In the midst of this craziness, I have to say that it does feel miraculous to have attractive men be attracted to me.