Beastmomma

I am listening to some music and this line just struck me.... "We could all learn to love each other like sugar in our tea."  That does seem like something to wish for with my immediate family.  I wish that there was less anger and more sugar.   It is hard to manifest that when all of us have expectations and hopes that are constantly dashed.  The things which come instead are sometimes painful and sometimes joyful.  There is such a conflict within me between wanting to fix everything in my family and to just leave.