Beastmomma

I found out yesterday that I did not get accepted into UNC.  Even though I had a very small chance of getting accepted, it is hard to face rejection.  I feel lonely here and that my whole life is wrapped up in the law school world.  In that universe, I am not smart, funny, or as well loved as I am in my "other life."   Fortunately, I do have friends in law school and I am looking forward to deepening those relationships.  At least I know where I am going to be for the next two years which means that I no longer have an excuse not to decorate.

The other thing that I have found challenging this summer is that it is hard for me to work at home.  While my internship in Atlanta has been productive, I have been struggling to complete the work for my professor.  Today, I had to write her an e-mail explaining why I had not finished more work up to this point and promising that I am going to crank a whole lot of stuff in the next few weeks.  It feels embarrassing to have to say, "I did not do as much as promised."  Hopefully, by the time the summer ends, she will still have a good impression of me.